We've ironed it proper now.

Some of us take a life time. some of us take a decade. and the in betweens of course..

me? it took me 5 years. i did my fare share of b***hing. something i would readily admit and of course apologise for.

Im not proud of what i did but i will not take the full blame. it was the absence and the silence that i had enough of. Enough for me not to care. Enough for me to stop asking. Enough for me to not want to hear anything anymore.

I understood after all the explaining done.. and i am glad that opportunities were created to explain. i am greatful that everything is crystal clear now. i am thankful that you are back from where ever you were. we missed too many pinkie promises. too many companiable silent moments. too many shopping therapies. too many getaways. too many many things.. just too many.

Lets do it all over again.

PS: it was this peace i was looking for.. for far too long.

su out.